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Nov 16·edited Nov 16

My sestina:

Now comes the end of all that we call time

When what we wish has gone with what we love

And there is nothing but a looming stress

And we cannot exist another day

Then in the dark of night we feel our age

And venture deeply into dark despair

And yet though we feel called on by despair

And think we can but while away our time

Still we may think there comes another age

In which we’ll sport and find a way to love

And then we’ll yearn for yet another day

To soothe us in the thing that we call stress

Oh, that we could escape the demon stress

And wash away the tentacles of despair

Oh that we could yet sing another day

And let us not expire though it be time

Oh at the end of all may there be love

And something yet of comfort in our age

Oh that we could surmount the toils of age

And find some path to lead us through our stress

And then perhaps we’ll find a greater love

That may allow us to pierce through despair

And that may be a rising of the time

It may be something for the final day

And if upon that bright sunshiny day

We somehow can forget our growing age

And give ourselves the greatest gift of time

An end to all that strives to give us stress

And then perhaps we’ll end our bleak despair

And find ourselves embraced by arms of love

It is a wish we have to find our love

To spend it with them for a greater day

To grasp the surly giant named despair

To realize the strength that comes with age

Oh then perhaps we’ll fight that demon stress

And come to happiness before our time

I think that I shall love another age

And in the day will triumph over stress

And then despair will go before my time

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Nov 16Liked by Alison Acheson

The spacing between stanzas has disappeared. Oh well

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Oh... I've experimented a bit on this end to see what you can do... but can't find an answer. It took Substack awhile to come up with a "poetry" mode when I'm writing a post! But that capacity doesn't extend! I'm sorry!

I take it the breaks are around 6-line stanzas? Yesterday was a travel day, with no reading time. Now, about to enjoy this. Thank you for sharing your work!

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Thanks, Alison. Yes, between the stanzas ...

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After trying to work through possibilities of separating stanzas--and finding none--I sit to slowly read through several times and savour the work.

Other words--besides your six--that echo throughout here, are "somehow," "perhaps," "shall" etc.--subjunctive sense--and future tense of "will." Such a circling of hope in spite of the baldness of "despair" and "stress."

The poem comes to rest with that sense of hope; but it's not an easy thing.

This work of yours really is the strength of the form, captures where we're at now, collectively, where we can go, with a constant renewing of spirit.

So much stands out here: the lines "It is a wish we have to find our love/ To spend it with them..." I love this! How it works with "love" as a verb and noun/person... the pronoun turns it to an individual, and the need to spend time with ... lovely.

'Yes' to focusing on those dear in our lives as a way to grapple with the world... and in turn, that can nurture the capacity to care about the world. Here's to that!

Altogether lovely sounds throughout this work, Sheldon. So glad you shared.

I'm curious: did you select your 6 words before you began the work? Or as you went?

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Picked the six words first: just the first six that came to me, then I followed the formula for where they should go

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Nov 17Liked by Alison Acheson

Thanks for the kind words, Alison, and rereading at times I think, What did I mean there? What does the "it" refer to in the line you like? But I will leave yesterday's inspiration as it is.

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Reposting the sestina

Now comes the end of all that we call time

When what we wish has gone with what we love

And there is nothing but a looming stress

And we cannot exist another day

Then in the dark of night we feel our age

And venture deeply into dark despair

*****

*****

And yet though we feel called on by despair

And think we can but while away our time

Still we may think there comes another age

In which we’ll sport and find a way to love

And then we’ll yearn for yet another day

To soothe us in the thing that we call stress

*****

*****

Oh, that we could escape the demon stress

And wash away the tentacles of despair

Oh that we could yet sing another day

And let us not expire though it be time

Oh at the end of all may there be love

And something yet of comfort in our age

*****

*****

Oh that we could surmount the toils of age

And find some path to lead us through our stress

And then perhaps we’ll find a greater love

That may allow us to pierce through despair

And that may be a rising of the time

It may be something for the final day

*****

*****

And if upon that bright sunshiny day

We somehow can forget our growing age

And give ourselves the greatest gift of time

An end to all that strives to give us stress

And then perhaps we’ll end our bleak despair

And find ourselves embraced by arms of love

*****

*****

It is a wish we have to find our love

To spend it with them for a greater day

To grasp the surly giant named despair

To realize the strength that comes with age

Oh then perhaps we’ll fight that demon stress

And come to happiness before our time

*****

*****

I think that I shall love another age

And in the day will triumph over stress

And then despair will go before my time

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Nov 19Liked by Alison Acheson

What a wonderful post. I've never written one but now, maybe I might try. Thanks

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You're welcome! It can be so inspiring to find a new form--and this is a fave.

Do share, if you want :)

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Nov 19Liked by Alison Acheson

Eek I might. And I’ll also share your post with my own subscribers to encourage them to have a go, if that’s ok x

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Thank you for sharing, Nelly!

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