photo: Elfin Lakes, Garibaldi Park, British Columbia—summer 2020
I read a verse of the Tao Te Ching each night, and am often stilled by the connections between the words and my writing of that day.
In a spirit of sharing, here are some of these connections. (The following selected verses are from Jonathan Star’s translation)
Verse 14
From nothingness to fullness
and back again to nothingness …
Know that which is beyond all beginnings
Those days when you feel you will never again find words within, with which to work, to fashion story and tale; know they will always be there for you, and with you. Reach for what is beyond
the striving.
Verse 48
One who gives freely and without attachment
gets a full life in return
One who gives with the secret hope of getting
is merely engaged in business
This business of writing — both the monetary part and the “busy” (and necessary) self-occupied part — should be lived with integrity and care. (The editor in me wishes these lines were inverted 3/4/1/2)
Verse 53
The Great Path is simple and direct
yet people love to take the side-routes
Side routes and rabbit holes happen when you are writing; it is often research, or to provide context or explore background. But know when to return to the work and the “simple and direct.” Know the scattering of the mind that can result from side-routes. And stay the path of the story and your work, and what builds it.
Verse 75
The treasure of life is missed by those who hold on
and gained by those who let go
Don’t be the goblin with your hand in the jar, grasping the contents, unable to slip your own hand back out. Let go. What does this mean for writing? Stop over-working; let it breathe. All by itself.
Verse 8
One who lives in accordance with nature
does not go against the way of things
He moves in harmony with the present moment
always knowing the truth of just what to do
So often when we write, our instinct is telling us, showing us, a direction. I’m not saying that re-writing is not important — it is! But when you find yourself mentally and emotionally butting up against the work, consider the way/grain of the piece — how is it working? How can you work with that?
Verse 30
Things that gain a place with force
will flourish for a time
but then fade away
Stop! The next time you feel that you are forcing the work, ask yourself: what is it that you are forcing? Why? How is it emerging? Is it true to you? True to the story itself? How is it serving the work?
Verse 10
As your wisdom reaches the four corners of the world
can you keep the innocence of a beginner?
No matter what is the level of competence and knowledge we have as writers, we return to each new story with an open heart, a child’s wonder. Every time. Take a moment to gather this together when you begin the work.
Verse 11
Clay is molded to form a cup
yet only the space within
allows the cup to hold water
Walls are joined to make a room
yet only by cutting out a door and a window
can one enter the room and live there
Again: let your writing breathe! Don’t explain everything. Sit with it as you work.
Then allow your reader the same, and to absorb. Allow the spaces and the silences to be. What is between the lines, and between the words and their meaning… let the reader live there. Let them do what they need to do. You need to give them that.
They can pour in and drink the water, and walk through the open doorway. They can gaze out the window you have cut into your work. For them. For the work itself.
Verse 16
Become totally empty
Quiet the restlessness of the mind
Only then will you witness everything
unfolding from emptiness
This is why, when you are blocked, you back away from the page or screen, for empty and quiet. Go for a walk. Go wash dishes in a sink filled with hot water and soap froth. Listen to some instrumental music. Sit in the quiet. Return to the work.
Verse 22
“Surrender brings perfection”
is not just empty words
Sometimes the story at hand is waiting for you to step back, let it be what it wants to be. Surrender is a good word. It is part of being an artist-writer.
Verse 28
When the opposing forces unite within
there comes a power abundant in its giving
and unerring in its effect
Don’t fear the juxtaposition of ideas; their effect is exponential. This is the power of metaphor; use it. Seek it. Write and ask: what is the “opposing” — how can I draw it in? What will it allow me to see?
Verse 29
Allow your life to unfold naturally…
Sometimes you’re ahead and other times behind
Sometimes you’re strong and other times weak
Sometimes you’re with people and other times alone
This is both the day and the lifetime of being a writer. It’s the first line — allow your life to unfold naturally — that needs to be read again daily, even as we struggle with the reality of the other lines.
Read again with the word “story” in the place of “life.” And consider the “life” of the character, and the movement and pacing of their story, their strengths and their flaws, their alone and ruminating time, and the “people” of secondary and tertiary characters. Their world, unfolding in your mind and through your fingers on the keyboard.
Verse 52
Fully embrace your life
and you will share in the glory of creation…
Seeing your own smallness is called insight
Honoring your own tenderness is called strength…
Have faith
Follow your own shining
Be aware of your own awareness
Read this, and again, on rough work days. Know there is a worthiness to seeing your reality. Your vulnerability as an artist and human, is what builds strength and verisimilitude in your work, in ways that are difficult to fully comprehend. Your shining is the light for your path. Follow.
Verse 63
Take on difficulties while they are still small…
Beware of those who promise a quick and easy way…
Follow your path to the end
Accept difficulty as an opportunity
Art and creating does not have shortcuts. But there are individual and small steps. There is a path. There is something that is follow-able.
Verse 64
People on the verge of success often lose patience
and fail in their undertakings
Be steady from the beginning to the end
Just when you feel you cannot go on, when the draft is almost done but the enormity of the rewrite looms… Or when the book is published and on shelves but seemingly not traveling into the hands it might.
Steadiness. Consistency. Faith in self and your place in the world.
Verse 81
Words born of the mind are not true
True words are not born of the mind
Listen to your gut. Listen to your heart. Listen to the soles of your feet. Listen.
Verse 81 is the closing verse of the book, and the closing line is:
All things move with the wind
Let it blow.
This is fantastic, Alison! I love your selections here, and your comments on each one are excellent framings to keep in mind as creatives. So many of them resonate.
I have been trying to read TTC for a long while, but could never quite get far into it. I think the version you read has quite a wonderful translation (have not tried that one), and am excited to check it out now.
Thank you again, just subscribed to support your work!
I love this! I was just trying to think of a way to add structure to my creative process and this is interesting.